ghost

That is how i feel sometimes, like i am simply doomed to fade away. very few people even know me in the rw.
i dislike this, but i feel there is nothing i can do about it. i can't keep friends, eventually all break away from me.
so i am not hopeful in long-distance relationships either.i feel alone in this world.

And another thing, completly off topic. i might be able to write whole books, but when it comes to blogs, well
i am unable to ramble on like so many others that i have seen. first, i am too lazy to read long blogs anyway, so i don't want to have anyone suffer through mine, since it should be quite obvious that i have nothing of any real importance to say, at least that is how i feel about it.

I wish there was more going on in this head of mine sometimes, i really do. but there is not.so i just have to pull out what comes to me randomly. it is kind of how my life is anyway. a bunch of random things pulled together.

for now this is all that this ghost has to say