Always Change

Even from just a few months ago everything has changed, yet not so much. i'm different yet, am i the same? how could i be? i've done things in my life, some bad, but do i regret them? no. people might say " oh your ruining your life" i say how exactly is that possible? As long as your alive your life is not 'ruined' It could all fall down around you, but you still have the option of getting back up again. life is about choice, your choice. you cannot ever really even be 'forced' to do somthing. If someone had a gun to your head, for example, you might say, you had no choice but to do what they wanted but even then you did. maybe there was somthing you could use as a weapon, or a chancey alternative. even death would be a different way, other than doing their wishes. your never 'truely' trapped. on the outside anyway.
but perhaps the hardest thing to fight is yourself, within. when you are unsure. or have to make that choice. your the one you have to go to. your the hardest one to fight